eat your meat

for the people that've been closest to me.

Mon, 29 Jun 2009 08:39:53 GMT

it's like forgetting the words to your favorite song. you can't believe it. you were always singing along.
it was so easy, and the words so sweet. you can't remember. you try to feel the beat.
you spent half of your life trying to fall behing.
you're using your headphones to drown out your mind.
it was so easy, and the words so sweet.
you can't remember. you try to move your feet.
it was so easy.
you can't remember.

i want it all back.

done and done

Tue, 16 Oct 2007 03:31:29 GMT

peace out new york. and livejournal. both good while you lasted.
and oddly related, both served very similar needs, needs I'd really like to think I'm very near to leaving behind.

Sat, 06 Oct 2007 21:52:45 GMT

the third time around and I still don't belong here.

time builds itself

Mon, 24 Sep 2007 03:21:47 GMT

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=746422580551326791

Sun, 09 Sep 2007 15:49:08 GMT

there are about two people I like in the entire world right now. and one of them is too busy being in LA and doing stupid LA crap to ever call and the other's phone is dead. family doesn't count. everyone else, for the most part, way to be a douche.

whatever, livejournal.

Tue, 04 Sep 2007 12:33:25 GMT

what's up with every asshole in new york wearing stupid asshole hats all the time? huh?

Sat, 01 Sep 2007 00:50:04 GMT

shit's about to get emo. I'm ready to move back to the south now please, thank you.

maaan

Fri, 31 Aug 2007 18:02:10 GMT

I'm trying to get some more hair.bam. big life problem. that and what the fuck am I doing back in new york?

also, there's about a 97.4 percent chance that I am a raging alocholic. anyway.

Mon, 23 Jul 2007 14:56:21 GMT

I like the way you use punctuation. to make my heart beat faster.
to write a whole book within.

Thu, 31 May 2007 17:40:15 GMT

so it's feeling like summer, finally.
I leave for new orleans in 6 days
new york indefinetly in 3 months
I've been spending too much money and being too reckless
I'm 21 now which I've been using as an excuse for such abandon
1,000s of dollars, several fallen relationships, and dozens of bruises and burns later I'm realizing booze isn't the only way to spend my time
but it's nice and empty and forgetful
I'm trying hard to realize guys aren't the only way
but that one has been so much longer coming
anyway here I am, it's hot, I'm broke, reading so many fucking amazing books, trying to grow up.

so

Sat, 12 May 2007 04:17:33 GMT

the other day my mom told me I looked like paris hilton.
it's probably just the huge nose, and the fact that I'm going to jail.
regardless, it was the most disturbing attempted compliment I've ever recieved.

realization

Tue, 08 May 2007 20:42:19 GMT

I am woody allen.

yeah. well.

Sat, 24 Mar 2007 03:03:01 GMT

if you don't, then just don't.

we've got time all the time

Wed, 21 Mar 2007 04:56:59 GMT

I was waiting for you
I was standing around
I was getting older
I was going down

Oh, the day never comes
And I stand up, waiting on

I saw you down there, I know you were tired
I saw you, you looked like a swimmer

Alright
I wanna be with you all the time
Why can't you satisfy?
You look good
But you sound better
You were the best I had

If you always get up late
You're never gonna be on time
And that's a shame
‘Cause I like you
I never see you

oh could it be you, no.

Sun, 11 Mar 2007 23:48:41 GMT

I'll be your mirror
Reflect what you are, in case you don't know
I'll be the wind, the rain and the sunset
The light on your door to show that you're home
When you think the night has seen your mind
That inside you're twisted and unkind
Let me stand to show that you are blind
Please put down your hands
cause I see you
I find it hard to believe you don't know
The beauty that you are
But if you don't let me be your eyes
A hand in your darkness, so you won't be afraid
When you think the night has seen your mind
That inside you're twisted and unkind
Let me stand to show that you are blind
Please put down your hands
cause I see you
I'll be your mirror

Sat, 10 Mar 2007 21:47:24 GMT

before you kiss me you should know papa was a rodeo.

you said that last night

Fri, 02 Mar 2007 02:22:07 GMT

also someone take me to a loud party now.

hey remember

Thu, 01 Mar 2007 21:52:55 GMT

when I used to do this all the time?

anyway, it's been a long time since I've experienced this kind of procrastination. transfer apps due today.

yeah, well.

Thu, 22 Feb 2007 21:25:41 GMT

If you had a part of me, will you take your time?
Even if I come back, even if I die
Is there some idea to replace my life?

Sat, 17 Feb 2007 07:36:00 GMT

is there anybody in the world who just fucking gets it?

Wed, 07 Feb 2007 07:21:17 GMT

how I miss your ranting
do you miss my all time lows?

polaroids.

Mon, 29 Jan 2007 02:39:40 GMT

I'm

Tue, 09 Jan 2007 22:46:53 GMT

moving south
and learning to play the accordion
wondering if you hear all these things I think

Tue, 09 Jan 2007 03:58:57 GMT

funny how it's hard to take.

Mon, 04 Dec 2006 16:33:12 GMT

hahahaha