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it's like forgetting the words to your favorite song. you can't believe it. you were always singing along. it was so easy, and the words so sweet. you can't remember. you try to feel the beat. you spent half of your life trying to fall behing. you're using your headphones to drown out your mind. it was so easy, and the words so sweet. you can't remember. you try to move your feet. it was so easy. you can't remember.
i want it all back.
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[15 Oct 2007|11:29pm] |
peace out new york. and livejournal. both good while you lasted. and oddly related, both served very similar needs, needs I'd really like to think I'm very near to leaving behind.
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[06 Oct 2007|05:52pm] |
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the third time around and I still don't belong here.
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[09 Sep 2007|11:47am] |
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there are about two people I like in the entire world right now. and one of them is too busy being in LA and doing stupid LA crap to ever call and the other's phone is dead. family doesn't count. everyone else, for the most part, way to be a douche.
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| whatever, livejournal. |
[04 Sep 2007|08:30am] |
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what's up with every asshole in new york wearing stupid asshole hats all the time? huh?
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[31 Aug 2007|08:49pm] |
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shit's about to get emo. I'm ready to move back to the south now please, thank you.
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[31 Aug 2007|02:01am] |
I'm trying to get some more hair.bam. big life problem. that and what the fuck am I doing back in new york?
also, there's about a 97.4 percent chance that I am a raging alocholic. anyway.
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[23 Jul 2007|09:54am] |
I like the way you use punctuation. to make my heart beat faster. to write a whole book within.
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[31 May 2007|10:33am] |
so it's feeling like summer, finally. I leave for new orleans in 6 days new york indefinetly in 3 months I've been spending too much money and being too reckless I'm 21 now which I've been using as an excuse for such abandon 1,000s of dollars, several fallen relationships, and dozens of bruises and burns later I'm realizing booze isn't the only way to spend my time but it's nice and empty and forgetful I'm trying hard to realize guys aren't the only way but that one has been so much longer coming anyway here I am, it's hot, I'm broke, reading so many fucking amazing books, trying to grow up.
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[11 May 2007|09:15pm] |
the other day my mom told me I looked like paris hilton. it's probably just the huge nose, and the fact that I'm going to jail. regardless, it was the most disturbing attempted compliment I've ever recieved.
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| yeah. well. |
[23 Mar 2007|08:02pm] |
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if you don't, then just don't.
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[20 Mar 2007|09:56pm] |
I was waiting for you I was standing around I was getting older I was going down
Oh, the day never comes And I stand up, waiting on
I saw you down there, I know you were tired I saw you, you looked like a swimmer
Alright I wanna be with you all the time Why can't you satisfy? You look good But you sound better You were the best I had
If you always get up late You're never gonna be on time And that's a shame ‘Cause I like you I never see you
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| oh could it be you, no. |
[11 Mar 2007|03:48pm] |
I'll be your mirror Reflect what you are, in case you don't know I'll be the wind, the rain and the sunset The light on your door to show that you're home When you think the night has seen your mind That inside you're twisted and unkind Let me stand to show that you are blind Please put down your hands cause I see you I find it hard to believe you don't know The beauty that you are But if you don't let me be your eyes A hand in your darkness, so you won't be afraid When you think the night has seen your mind That inside you're twisted and unkind Let me stand to show that you are blind Please put down your hands cause I see you I'll be your mirror
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[10 Mar 2007|01:47pm] |
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before you kiss me you should know papa was a rodeo.
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| hey remember |
[01 Mar 2007|01:35pm] |
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wham! - last xmas |
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when I used to do this all the time?

( proof I still exist(ed )
anyway, it's been a long time since I've experienced this kind of procrastination. transfer apps due today.
yeah, well.
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[22 Feb 2007|01:25pm] |
If you had a part of me, will you take your time? Even if I come back, even if I die Is there some idea to replace my life?
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[16 Feb 2007|11:35pm] |
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is there anybody in the world who just fucking gets it?
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